Yes, Demi, I go through all of this too. I sometimes go through the house yelling (quietly) at people who are driving me nuts so that when I am face to face with them, I can be civil. They wouldn't understand. Neither do my kids when they hear me ranting and raving to myself <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/grin.gif" alt="" /> This mercury makes me so frustrated and irrational. I sometimes want to scream - esp when trying to deal with my health issues, my low thyroid which is making me extremely tired, and trying to do what is best for my kids who are also mercury poisoned and have health issues, when the medical "profession", even the holistic drs., refuse to give me the answers I need. AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH! <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/mad.gif" alt="" /> Really, we need another instant graemlin to express the way I feel about this - A SCREAMING one!