Hi everybody,

Been away for a while, back again. I juice spinach, carrots, apples, oranges, strawberrys and pears. I sometimes add papayas or whatever else i can lay my hands on, its all good.

Cant wait to read that Russ, I totally agree. Its a damn shame. To think of what I could have accomplished had I not become so shy and introvert because of mercury makes me ill. My mom grounded me once for not answering the phone because I was to afraid to - of what I dont know. Im still terrified of going for a job interview so thus i remain unemployed and "dependant on others" - it makes me so ashamed. Hopefully I have caught it early enough and can still accomplish much.

The thoughts of having a car crash are terrible. I still have to overcome those. Living in South Africa with the carnage on our roads you often drive past or are exposed to some gruesome things so that makes it hard to stop fearing being involved in an accident.

Its such a relief to know that it may go away and is a result of the mercury. I thought I was the only one that suffered this. It really has hampered me in so many ways as my family live quite far away and I used to be ok to drive that far but now I just cant with the thoughts of having an accident. I have to drive with someone else longer distances and thats not always possible so I really miss them deeply.

When they complain about me not visiting and I tell them what I go through to get there I get that patronising look thats like; poor little you, you've just got too many issues and should try to get over it. If only they knew!

How are you feeling Clare?

The victory is greater then the battle.