I have lost all my sense of fun too,and sunny days get me down also, i prefer it when it rains. Its awefull sometimes, its like im being restricted to having fun with my kids before they grow up.This is sometimes like hell on earth and its not nice. I had abig row with my partner, he says he never wants to hear about my health problems again, he says i shouldn't gp on the internet and find things that are wrong with me.