Wow!,this is deep you all just clarified how i feel,but i just can never put it in words,or i would forget to mention it when i am trying to decribe how i feel to my doctor.
This is crazy,i too see no happiness in sunny days.
Myy other problem is not understanding when someone wants to do something fun like go to an amusement park or anywher to socialize for the matter,to me it seems insane.
Mind you i used to be an outgoing person,now i can barely go out,just picturing it makes me affraid and very nervous,i look for every excuse in the book to stay home,Why <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/confused.gif" alt="" />