Just thought I'd mention this. One of the symptoms of mercury is a feeling of disconnection from God. The person experiences a literal hell on earth and often believe they are already damned.

I do not agree with suicide, but I will say this. There are many awfuls sicknesses that cause pain or suffering, but there are very few that come close to the sufferings of mercury, which penetrate right into the mind distorting almost every normal happy function and making you live inside a horror house basically.

I actually find I am more depressed on sunny days than overcast which is very odd. As soon as I see sun and blue sky, I feel worse. I look at it and feel absolutely no lifting at all and a nauseating darkness in contrast to it. Not sure why, it should make me feel a little better.