Aaron,

There is a solution. Keep trying and keep monitoring your symptoms and look for patterns. I know a long time ago I suggested that you keep a journal to help you find patterns. I'm telling you, it really will amaze you what patterns you will find on paper that you don't in your head.

If you aren't already, you really may want to give it a try.

There is light at the end of this tunnel! Keep trying and remember, feelings of suicide (which I lived with daily for all of my teen and adult life) is an effect of mercury. The day after my removal, the depression and suicidal throughts were gone. When you get to the root of your exposure, yours should be gone as well and it's well worth the wait, no matter how difficult the wait is.

I am ordering a mercury vapor test for my house because I live close to a coal-burning power plant and have found that I've been having mercury symptoms recur in the past few months, for the first time since my removal.

Is it possible that you may be getting additional exposure from some external source?

In case anyone is interested, here are my notes directly from my "to do" list:

INFO: Mercury Vapor Test
Plastic carbon filter and sponge inside.
Clip above floor for 72 hours. $79.
Gary Clinger
317-243-0811 directly
317-390-3192 Call this to order test. Ramona Bennett.

I have a phone call in and have found that is takes about 3 business days for these people to get back to me. I'll post the results on this forum.