Welcome Lucie. Nice to hear from you.

It's so common that people get confused or angry about this issue because this is a betrayal of sorts. We trusted our dentists or modern medicine in general (in the case of vaccines) but they did something we never would have done: They installed in us or injected us with one of the most poisonous substances on earth.

I have experienced a profound change in my personality in the past 6 years (since my removal in July of 2000) and have learned that this desire for isloation from the rest of humanity may not only be due to our interaction with them on the mercury issue, but it may be a direct effect of mercury itself.

I used to feel the same way but now have more of a desire to be social and to interact with people than ever before. This is a first in my entire withdrawn, shy, fearful life.

I hope others on this forum experiece, discover, and discuss the emotional healing that they experience as a result of mercury detox. It took me a couple years to realize it as it was completely unexpected but very welcome.

All the best to you and keep us up on your progress.

My Emotional Changes:
Mercury Toxic -vs.- Detoxed
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Then...
Anti-social from low-self image. Would not shop for food for days after needing to because could not face people because of the condemnation I felt. Had this symptom since teen years when amalgams were installed.
Now...
No problem whatsoever. Is there a social gathering? It's exciting to think of going.

Then...
Extremely shy. Easily embarrassed. Kept a "low profile". Unthinkable to talk to strangers. Again, did this since teen years.
Now...
Not shy at all. Not easily embarrassed. Not afraid to speak up. Not uncommon to start conversations with strangers.

Then...
Afraid of confrontation. Cowers down from "authority" figures. Hates debating. Could never send food back to the kitchen.
Now...
"Bring it on." I will speak up to authority or otherwise. Actually enjoy debating. Kindly and pleasantly will send the food back if it's clearly not correct.

Then...
Afraid of public speaking. Avoid it at all costs. Blush easily when embarrased.
Now...
"Where's the microphone?" If the jokes on me, I'm the first one laughing. What freedom!

Then...
Afraid of commitment because of low self-trust. Would rather stay un-tied-down and un-hindered.
Now...
Commitment is a great blessing and a freedom that is very much enjoyed and embraced.

There is indeed a bright light at the end of this tunnel!