It's too bad we don't live closer, Dawn, as I think we could have been a support to each other. No body really believes me, either, or at least if they do they don't want to talk about it. I'm sure they think it's just another me being "weird" which they already thought I was, anyway, and that I have all kinds of phobias already. I just deal with it alone, apart from what I read here or elsewhere on the internet. But no one in my personal life asks me how I am with it, or if I am better, or how I feel about it. Sometimes it gets me down, but I just try to get on with things. No one wants me to talk about it, or any of my health problems, so I don't.