Hi Sunshine, (((( Smiles ))))

Thank You So Much..
l'll read this tommorow as I'm up late just checking the board as I'm usually off on weekends..

But I feel the same way too.. I've learned the hard way myself..
Once life seemed you know.. normal regular and then one day..
I found out my kids had autism and then one day.. I came down with tinnitus...
and then one day.. hyperacusis came along .. and then one day...
Nothing seemed like regular normal again..
And I had to learn as much as I could to help myself get well..
It's days like that that you rate your H.M.O good O.K enough..
Then it's days like this you change your mind about everything that you seemed to know..
or believed to be true...
Oh plus.. the story behind me makeing my own smiles up..
On the message board I've been on for awhile because of my situation..
Though lots better now like cured of H ect...
We went to a new board and the new one had face features we didn't have on the old one..
And of course we all went overboard with them... me too..
And the owner of the board said don't go too overboard with the faces it takes up memory..
So not to take up to much memory /space.. I eventually created my own..
So instead of chooseing a picture/face..
I just wrote it out as the faces all seem to mostly smile anyway..
and it just stuck and others have asked me about that before..
why I do that.. And then I explain it to them and they say oh o.k. ya..
It makes sense now and I bet with all the memory/room I've taken up on the board over
there..
They do appreciate it I believe..
But I only got the internet back then so I could go to that site because of what happened
to me..
And the others over there who have been through it and are going through it as well..
There was a sunshine registered on the older network board as well..
I wonder where that person is now???
I like that sunny name it goes with smiles....


You Take Care and Thanks...
I'll read it all tommorrow..
Glad I found you all here...
I just stumbled on this board by accident..
I was looking for something else and here you are... (((( Smiles ))))
And with everything that has happened to me in my life over the last years..
I still can smile and thats some feat...
It was really hard too....
At one time...

Take Care
Lynn