Hi strength, thanks for your kind words. I am not doing well at all and cannot even get across how bad it is. Have thought of suicide, but am trying to push to get through eachday. My devastation has been caused by recent dental office visit. I become repoisoned even if I enter a dental office and this dentist assured me that his office was clear of mercury, as he had a "sophisticated extractin system". He doesn't use mercury, but of course, removes it.

So though I have no dental amalgams, I went to see him for consultation regarding my incompatible dental materials, plus needing cavitation surgery. Now I am repoisoned. It took me two years from a last dental visit to gain enough strength to see another dentist. Now I'm worse than ever.

I am spending most days in a stupor like condition, in pain and very angry. I knew it was the mercury in his office, because a few hours after I saw him, the unmistakeable symptoms began to appear. Uncontrollable giggling fits, wheezing in lungs, then depression and burning and itching all over my face and ears. Since that time, things have just simply been a nightmare.

I have tried detoxing, but have all sorts of problem affecting my ability to excrete. So not able to heal. I really hope I can take on your philisophy of being strong! Because I've been ill for 19 years now. But none of those years were anything compared to the last few.

This dentist couldn't careless about what has occured and I spent thousands on him for the xrays, testing and supplemetns and consultations. Nothing I can do now.

I try and pray, but sometimes I don't think anybody up there is listening. I'm sorry, I know this sounds very self pitying, but I guess I'm really at the end of my tether.

thanks for listening though! And I hope for you that you can be a success story from this nightmare.