Hi, I"m suffering a lot of what you are suffering. I completely understand that any task, anything at all becomes overwhelming and you just want to break down and run away from it all.

I would not plan anything at this point because you are too ill. The diet side of things? That I would do. It's pretty crucial. You don't have to plan anything, you just stop eating sugar, yeast, and gluten grains. Eat things mainly like you would normally eat without this other stuff. It might seem dramatic, but it can be a life saver for many of us.

That would be the first thing I would do. I am struggling financially too. I am on a sickness benefit to where I get a certain amount of money each week and that is it. I always have to pay things off, and I feel like i"m losing my mind because I am in debt and all this because of the dental profession.

I belong to a mercury toxic forum online called frequent dose chelation. Many people on there are in this situation and I believe some can get help financially and might be able to let you know what to do.

I wish I coudl be of more help. I feel on the edge too and wonder how long I can honestly keep going... I have no idea.

Diet did help me though, saved my life at one point. I didn't actually take any supplements at that stage, just stopped eating sugar, yeast etc and I didn't notice any improvements at first, got worse actually for a while and then things improved greatly for me. HOwever, since that time, I've had other things go wrong, re-exposure to mercury and something else that has hurt me very badly (taking garlic, which pushed mercury into my brain and nerovus system), so now I am a jibbering mess.

anyway, hope this is not overwhelming at all for you, I do know what you mean. You just find any instruction or any advice too much, yet at the sametime you desperately need help.

But the option is there if you feel like trying it.

take care and hope you can hang on in there.