Hello. This is kind of embarrassing to me, but i'm glad to remain anonymous. I have mercury toxicity, plus other things adding to it. I get a very weird problem inside my mind to where I will fixate on a thought and then become afraid of it. It can obsess me and no matter what I do or try, i can't seem to stop doing it, even though I'm aware it's my doing in some respects.

I do not know if anybody else gets this, but I'm seriously distressed by it.

Is this mercury? I know one can't blame mercury on everything, but I really can't stand this. I hope someone out there knows what I'm talking about!! I also have depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts everyday. It's like my mind feels cold and dark and there is not one bit of normality or wellbeing. It's quite horrific and it almost makes me sick, but I have to endure it. I have often thought of ending my life because of the bizzare symptoms that go on daily.

I know this sounds very self pitying and tedious, but I wanted to get on here and let it out and hope someone might understand and perhaps have similar issues.