Hiya Sharon,

The nerves are to be expected, i was also extremely nervous, coyuld'nt sleep the night before removal, when are you starting removal?

About the fear and worry.... I used to be such a spontaneous outgoing perso before i got so sick and now i say NO to anyhting new or anything that takes me out of my comfort zone, i worry about alot of things, like when im driving i'll constantly worry about having an accident and have these horrible thoughts in my mind... dont know where that came from cause i never had it before or if ive seen a family member i'll worry that maybe its the last time im ever going to see them again for absolutely no reason, its not nice at all, the fear has really disabled me in alot of ways, ive become such a bore because of it..... heres to hoping that will change somedaysoon LOL.

Take care and God bless <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/crazy.gif" alt="" />