Thanks for the support, Dallas and Scarlet <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />

I do hope that I can improve my condition. As much as I'm doing all this for myself, I'm also doing it for my family and any future family I may have if I get married some day.

The positive side is that I know very well, after all these years and all I've been through, what type of a husband I need, and that helps somewhat <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />

I am having diamondlite to replace the fillings and had a compatibility test for it, which came back ok. I have about eight fillings left.

That is a great idea about natural cleaning <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" /> Thanks for the tip <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />

I'm trying to eat as much organic food as I can afford, and am on dairy free diet, and trying to limit gluten intake. Also my only drink of the day now is water, with only a hot chocolate or coke when I eat out. I miss coffee, lol, so have promised myself that when the fillings are all done, I can treat myself to the occasional vanilla coffee <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />

I'm glad you have a supportive fiance who believes you that it is the mercury. So many people don't seem to believe that it's capable of causing so much suffering. it must have been hard to have bi-polar and OCD. I do think that the mercury has contributed to my shyness/introversion as I wasn't this way before I had fillings - was really confident and outgoing - but within 2 years of having the fillings I was nothing the same.

I never expected to get better, and thank God for finding out it was mercury. I often felt like God had forgotten me, but now I see that He hadn't. So many people never find out that it's the mercury, or they don't listen when someone tells them.