Hi Demi,

No, I don't think your feeling sorry for yourself. In fact I think you are being very realistic about your situation. I know how cruel society can be! I have been hurt so many times because from different heartless people that yes it has caused me to be somewhat of a hermit over the years. I use to try to make friends, but have learned that there are only a few people you can trust. I love people though and hate to see anyone suffer, so I find myself compelled to try to be bold and warn them about corrupt dentistry and toxic dental materials!!!
The positive news is that if your isolating yourself from people because of mental illness there is hope for you!! Through the research I've done, Iv'e found that mercury, along with many other environmental toxins and chemicals, causes mental illnesses of all kinds. Before I got my 17 amalgam fillings, along with the other metals in my mouth, I was bi-polar for about 6 years. As soon as I got all the toxins out of my mouth, I became very mellow and normal as I was in my younger years. Thank the Lord!! My poor fiance' went through hec being with me. But he understood that it was the toxic dental materials that made me the opposite of easy going. I figure if he put up with that than he must really love me. More than anything else in the world I wanted this to go away, because the last thing in the world I wanted to do ,is to hurt him! I believe your whole life will change for the better just by getting your fillings out. what are you getting to replace your fillings? I've done a lot of research on toxic dental materials and found that the Diamond crown, Diamond lite, Diamondlink, and Diamondbond from Biodent Labs sounds like its the safest out of the white fillings. Also high grade holistic gold that is about 85% gold, 15% platinum, and less than 1% iridium which does not oxidize or leach out sounds like its the safest. I'll have to look in my notes for the name of this Lab. I'm planning to get these for my permanent crowns, and bridges.
Also to keep away from enviromental toxins. I clean my place with white vinigar, baking soda, simple green and other non toxic house hold cleaners. I also try to eat as much whole organic foods as possible. Have you heard of Dr. Lorriane Day videos? You can order her video, "You can't emprove on God," It shows how just by changing her diet and lifestlye along with prayer, that she was able to get rid of her advance breast cancer. I believe that its not only breast cancer, but also any illness can be healed if we do what what she has done with her life. you can find this under the google search. God bless you, and don't loose hope!