Demi, I didn't mean to make light of your suffering and I am sorry that you took it that way. I find humor to be helpful in alleviating some otherwise hard-to-deal with situations - Hey, if I don't laugh, I might cry. I hope you understand that my intention was, in no way intended to belittle your situation but to let you know that I have had to deal with some of that too (probably not to the same extent) and I try to deal with it by trying to ignore it and/or find some humor in it. That's just how I deal with it. I ask your forgiveness. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/crazy.gif" alt="" />