Good Morning, megamath,
It surely is good to see you again. All of us on this forum care very deeply for you.

I was praying for you a few months ago. I have been watching for you. Yes, God does understand everything, because He is Creator of all things, even you. He loves you so much. Megamath, Jehovah God is not a 'religious person', He is a real live risen Savior. He is at the right hand of the Father praying for you. Why? Because you are one of His most precious people. I don't want to bend your ear with preaching at you, I just want you to know that you are never alone. "Call upon the name of the Lord and be saved."

Do you have family close by? We are here for you. Please keep us updated. Have you tried the chelating for the mercury? I'm sure you've heard of all the people who have suffered with that horrible stuff in their brain and body. Please know how much we all care for you. You are a very special person, one of a kind. Yet, did you know that Jehovah God knows exactly how many hairs are on your head? WOW! No kidding, He is as close as the mention of His name. With sincere care and continuing prayers.....