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Joined: Apr 2008
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Hey guys, I don't know if you remember me but I am the guy who got his amalgams removed by my regular dentist and he didn't protect me at all. I swallowed mercury and inhaled all the mercury vapors. I've tried absolute everything but the mercury is "stuck" in my brain and fatty tissues. From what I remember from researching mercury is that mercury tends to store itself in fat. And of course the brain is fatty.
I've completely lost all hope and am quite certain I will end my intolerable suffering at one point. Whether it's tomorrow, next week, or in a couple years I know it'll happen. Hope you guys are doing well though. Sorry to be a debbie downer. I just wanted to let you know how I'm doing. I know a lot of you guys are religious and think suicide is a sin, but you have to understand the relentless suffering I'm going through. I know god understands the suffering I'm going through and he'll forgive me ultimately.
Take care, megamathblaster
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Joined: Jun 2008
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I've completely lost all hope and am quite certain I will end my intolerable suffering at one point. Whether it's tomorrow, next week, or in a couple years I know it'll happen. Hope you guys are doing well though. Sorry to be a debbie downer. I just wanted to let you know how I'm doing. I know a lot of you guys are religious and think suicide is a sin, but you have to understand the relentless suffering I'm going through. I know god understands the suffering I'm going through and he'll forgive me ultimately.
Take care, megamathblaster
Good Morning, megamath, It surely is good to see you again. All of us on this forum care very deeply for you. I was praying for you a few months ago. I have been watching for you. Yes, God does understand everything, because He is Creator of all things, even you. He loves you so much. Megamath, Jehovah God is not a 'religious person', He is a real live risen Savior. He is at the right hand of the Father praying for you. Why? Because you are one of His most precious people. I don't want to bend your ear with preaching at you, I just want you to know that you are never alone. "Call upon the name of the Lord and be saved." Do you have family close by? We are here for you. Please keep us updated. Have you tried the chelating for the mercury? I'm sure you've heard of all the people who have suffered with that horrible stuff in their brain and body. Please know how much we all care for you. You are a very special person, one of a kind. Yet, did you know that Jehovah God knows exactly how many hairs are on your head? WOW! No kidding, He is as close as the mention of His name. With sincere care and continuing prayers.....
Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me." [John 14:6]
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Joined: May 2008
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Hi Megamathblaster, I'm so sorry you are suffering so plus I had a mouth full of mercury myself starting at 8/9 years old and redone since then with mercury replacments touch ups as most people have done in the past. My husband had his replaced no protection and he seems to be doing just fine with it some people seem to do O.K... Had mine all done more recent with lots of protection and no BPA put in my teeth but it seemed to effect me the change and maybe because my body had gotten use to the daily load and in having them taken out even for the health betterment it seemed to cause change maybe what my body was having to do daily to adapt to it for decades like a chemical change throwing my system off and having to adapt to the new reality and it may take time to get my chemistry more on track and detox for decades worth of exposure. So I am trying to deplace as much fat as possible with new fat from fish oil, olive oil, walnut oil. Not sure how long it will take but when things get bad for me or I need some help... I phone prayer ministries and there are so many of them out there that will pray for you and keep you on a prayer list and it seems to help me emotionally, physically and in many ways just to talk to someone who will keep you in their prayers. And there have been lots of people who have had healing through their prayers as it happened to me with my hearing was pleasantly surprised how quick that one was. Even if you don't believe have seen people who didn't but was healed anyway and now they are believers. It can happen right away or can happen in steps or in time or in just helping one in support. I know you are discouraged but please don't give up just yet. You "need" to talk to someone why not ask for prayer for yourself. Phone as many ministries as you want the more people praying for you the better. You need to talk to somebody so why not ask them to continue to pray for you as you need some healing help? That's "One Thing" a person could do when in dispare BUT.... If it is Really "Seriously" Now" talk to a suicide hotline first for support for someone to talk too plus get help from family friends talk to someone, now! Out where you live and it's not good to be alone in such a state as that. But don't rule prayers for healing and support totally out. There are people in this world who have been healed by them. Why not try this too and yes Please keep us posted. O.K... Please don't give up. You need to talk to someone and get emotional help for your dispare your state of mind. And The sooner the better for sure! In a situation such as you are in of now. You need professional help for your seriously considering FIRST and formost first.
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Joined: Jun 2006
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Mega, I've sent you p.m. 
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