Thanks again for the advice Russ.

I'm not doing so well guys, I'm so lost in my mind I dont know what to do. I feel like im literally losing my mind or

slipping into some sort of dementia.. Im only 24, I go to doctors and they tell me its just depression or ADHD, but this

is different, my brain is literally shutting down on me, i dont understnd conversations, i get lost in familiar plces, i

dont remember any of my past.. I feel like I have complete amnesia.. Sometimes i feel like I cant remember family members

names. I am extremely suicidal right now and think about it alot everyday. I've been getting progressively worse for 12 + years.. I want too get my fillings removed but I fear im going to make the wrong choice or choose the wrong doctor because I cant think stright enough to do this correctly..

I read hours and hours of information on Detox, but none of it processes in my brain andd I have no ida what Im getting into. I dont wnt to go back to the Psychiatric Ward.. I lived there for almost 2 years..

I have uncontrollable anger for loved ones, almost like I want to hurt them.. and its totally not me.. Im not sure what too do here guys, im so alone and scared.