I had to reply to this post Especially about the whack jobs...lol!!

We all suffer the same on here it seems. I have SUFFERED for 7 years, but mostly in silent as I have done all I can to preserver. I never let up, or excepted there was no answer. I knew SOMETHING was wrong. Finally, I was sent to a study at NIH - national institute of heath - and heard the most wonderful words...you're not crazy you really are this ill. Then, after a life saving surgery, I still fought to feel healthy. I battled with a kidney infection for a year.

I went to Dr.Charles Parker with Core Psych, who finally figured it all out! I have medical proof, down to every neurotransmitter levels and hormone level. It felt so empowering to see a medical report that a.I am not lazy - b.I am not crazy - c.there is a valid reason I feel like crap!

I stand for everyone! I know it is hard to find doctors like Dr.Parker who will do extensive expensive testing - and get your insurance to actually pay for it! If my levels are this wacky, then I am not alone. I suffer with just about the same cray symptoms.

One thing I have learned is this world host a lier! His mission - to kill, steel, destroy. The battle is in our minds, and we must over come the negative thoughts we have, and the negative thoughts given to us by others. When we understand that the war we fight is not flesh and blood, then we can stand on the victory that is already ours. i KNOW we "feel" awful...I KNOW how hard it is to overcome the physical pain. I KNOW every bit of the flesh wants to just give in and give up...DONT GIVE INTO THE LIE! We hold the keys!

The same power that rose Christ from the day lives in each of us who believes! That power is the mighty work of God, who raised Christ from the day and seated Him in the right hand in the heavens! I stand on the truth that I too am seated with HIm!!! far above all rule and authority, power and dominion! Because I live in Jesus, that same power lives in me!

We all need to rant and rave! We all need to have a safe place to let out frustration and pain. Amen to that!

More so, we need to have those who can stand with us, armed in strength, when our strength is weakened. Even if we have no faith, just by asking for faith is faith! From what I read in the bible, what Jesus tells us, it takes just the SMALLEST seed of faith to produce a miracle.

For the past 8 months, I have THANKED GOD EVERYDAY for healing me. Even though there were moments I was screaming in pain on the floor...I CLAIMED I WAS ALREADY HEALED! I stand here today, still thanking and still claiming! Don't let anyone take a promise from you. It is hard to do, put God provides grace to make it through it all. I truly live on the fact that I can do ALL through Christ...not just the easy stuff Healing is for everyone, not just a chosen few. God loves us all the same! I stand and pray for everyone who is in need. The worse I physically feel, the more I pray! Eventually, the enemy will flee. I always joke and say, one day he will realize that the more he fights me, the stronger in Christ I become