Thank you! It is Jesus, and Him alone that I stand in Victory! I am in ministry, and well, I know about warfare, and also know that "what can the enemy do against me?" I have stood in my healing, years before I was "physically healed"! I thank God EVERYDAY for my healing, and thank Jesus everyday that by His stripes i "WAS" healed...not will be I know that authority I have, and my identity in Christ. I know that when I speak, demons tremble because I speak the name of Jesus!

My spirit knows all this. Yet, I am in a physical body. I over come everyday, yet everyday I feel the pull of the enemy trying to get me to through in the towel. I have been tested to the fullest these last 2 weeks. I call this my "final exam" before moving to my next level I have been tested on offense, standing firm in truth, knowing my authority, and strongly wearing the helmet of salvation.

I am trying not to allow my ND to offend me. She has not called, asked how I have been, or even told me how to take any of the supplements she ordered for me. I started them by researching each one and how they should be taken. I went to the ER 2 weeks ago, and I have never heard from her. I am hoping it is not my own pride that doesn't want to call and get advice from her, instead of my lack of confidence in her care. She did provide me with something I have desperately needed...answers.

If I am still very weak at the end of this week (it will be 2 weeks of chelation at that point) then I figure I should call her to make sure everything is ok. But, I am a pretty intelligent person, and know my own body better then someone else. If I can hear from others who are in my similar situation, and what has worked for them, I think is more powerful advice.