There always hope.

My life has also been ruined by mercury, and even today I am in constant pain from chemtrails, but I know after this life is another which shall have none of these problems.

This life is the fire that exposes our true nature, so we have the opportunity to look at ourselves and decide who we are going to be and how we are going to respond.

It's hard - it's very hard - but this life is only a very small time of suffering compared to what is to come.