All the best to you aswell. I am concerned that some of your beliefs are not Christian, but it's between you and God, and I really don't think there is anything else I can say on the subject to convince you, unfortunately. But I will pray for you. Both Protestants and Catholics agree on this issue, that we are free from the law. It's only cultists and Jews who take the view that things like circumcision are necessary. Those who do it in America (it's very rare here) do it on a mistaken belief it's healthy because of misinformation and vested interest of the medical profession (nothing new there eh?) not for religious reasons. God bless.