Mega, it has been shown now by some mercury experts that the sickest mercury toxic patients are the ones showing the lowest levels of mercury on testing. This is a big problem because it usually shows they are not eliminating the mercury, but holding on more tightly to it.

Basically if the patient has obvious symptoms of mercury toxicity, yet is showing low levels on testing, ideally they want to get those levels up higher so they know the mercury is then coming out (being excreted).

Testing for mercury is difficult. There are various reasons for high or low levels and it maybe different for each patient. The usual way to discover if mercury is at work is by checking out minerals on hair tests and there is often a pattern showing mercury is disrupting minerals. Plus, some may do proper challenge tests to see if they can get a dumping of stored mercury into areas that can be tested. This is risky, because in doing so, it may mean the mercury gets dumped all over the place in the process and the testing may not be done correctly or the method of the challenge itself and again, levels may not show an accurate indication of what is really going on.

Please do not buy into labels of being psycho or neurotic or any such things. I am so sorry that you have had this unprotected removal and your suicidal feelings are NOT abnormal, but rather a direct response of severe poisoning/sickness. Please keep this in your mind, especially when you feel despair so you will understand that it is not you! I've been there and my goodness, I cannot tell you how close I was to doing myself in. The horror, the despair can indescribeable. It's incredible what impact it can have on the mind.

Please hang on. Even if it is by the very skin of your teeth and get yourself some proper/safe chelation. I'd suggest andy Cutler's protocol ASAP, proper diet for possible yeast/gluten complications (eliminate sugar/wheat/gluten/yeast products), and add supportive supplements. But I'd start with diet/supplements first and see if that alone boosts you. Die off/healing symptoms are often expected, so people may feel worse when they do this and cravings often kick in, but sticking to this vigilantly can make a big difference alone! The last thing you want or need is yeast/gluten problems on top of chronic mercury poisoning. That can be more than enough to send an already poisoned person over the edge and it did me, until I corrected my diet. Supplements were just an added bonus, but were not the foundation.

Chelation with Cutler's protocol may then start to hopefully level out the awful poisoning you have received and hopefully reduce things over time to a more balanced state.