I do believe in saving sex for marriage and as I am not engaged I am not getting married any time soon. However, I might not be recovered for years and I don't want to hold back from involvement with someone because I am waiting to get better. I might never meet someone else I feel the same way about. I think I could handle a relationship and on an emotional level, a suportive relatiionship would help my recovery. I need love in my life. Others don't.