Hello again,
THANK YOU SOOO MUCH for your kind words of suport and care, it helps so much, people keep telling me its all in my head and sometimes a person starts to wonder if your not just trying to pin this on the mercury just grasping at straws searching for some kind of reason and a bit of hope to cling to. Just knowing that your not alone takes so much weight off ones shoulders. Thank you again for your replies, and for breathing hope back into my shattered life again.