I hope that you're right, Russ. I have many problems to deal with. I took a lot of psychiatric drugs over the course of 12 years and I fear that they caused permanent brain damage, assuming I didn't start with permanent brain damage. One of the drugs, lorazepam (brand name Ativan) is one of the most addictive drugs in the world and I almost had seizures coming off of it. In light of that what is the possibility that I will ever get well?

Also, if all of this works why should I go on living? It's too late in life for me to marry and have a family and I suffer from terrible loneliness. Is the loneliness caused by being alone or is the loneliness caused by being depressed (possibly caused by mercury) or is it from both things? Russ, you said that you felt lonely for most of your life until you detoxified. Did the circumstances of your life change or was it purely a neurological/biochemical change due to the detoxification that made you feel better?


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Aaron,

Hang in there. You're on your way.

I have to say that I strongly disagree with your Doctor saying that 50 grams was too much. Knowing what I know now, I would not think of taking chelation without it. We were fortunate enough to have a Doctor that knew about post chelation vitamin C.

Nevertheless, you can still ask for a smaller amount if he's willing (and see the difference for yourself) or take it orally when you get home, but don't take 50 grams orally. You'll have to lower it to something like 5 grams working up to 10 but spread it throughout the day.

Your on the rollar coaster—one step closer to success. Hold on because it feels good when you get off of it.