Please Aaron,
Don't give up! God only gives us what we can handle...And both of us can get through this...I have been so sick for a year and half now,...I had to quit my job...and all I did was cry for months...and trust me, I thought of ending it all......But just think of one day, you will feel great, and look back at all this and only be stronger from it........Ok, now another question....Has the dr. ever suggested oral dmsa instead of the Iv's....because I had the Iv's and my emotions never got better, but now I am taking dmsa(oral), and I feel emotionally more stable....it is weaker than the dmps iv's, but I think it helps the brain more....just a suggestion...and of coarse you need nutritional support.....The iv Vit C is great...I'm sure it is cheaper than the dmps Iv...I paid $100 for the dmps, and the Vit C was $60.....hang in there...Sandra P <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/grin.gif" alt="" />