Aaron,

I lived with strong suicidal thoughts all my life. These types of thoughts have been well connected with mercury toxicity so please constantly remind yourself of this whenever the feeling comes on and keep someone around for company if possible. When I realized it was the mercury causing the thoughts, I would say to myself:

"It's not real, it's just mercury."

Mercury is well-known to cause depression and a host of other emotional side-effects as well. Hang in there and take tons of Vitamin C after DMPS, perhaps as much as 5000 mg over the following 8 hours.

It's very common to have a 50 gram (yes gram, not mg) vitamin c I.V. drip after DMPS. Are they giving that to you? If not, I would request it.

All said, I would say, "Yes, mercury is the cause, not some other deficiency."

Hope this helps and hang in there. It gets easier and better as you detox. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />