FTT, as i said, no comments on that one please, i would never have done that ofcourse, but the thought has striken me of the possibility, and i have Jesus in my life thankyou, however i'm not doctrine conformed.

Please no more religious stuff... i know what i wrote is beyond words, but so are ordinary abortions if you compare... really... same thing, only for an other gain, no pleasure, but detox. desperate meassures....

But i'm no woman, and i think i would not have had the consiousness to do it even if i were.. However.. it should be possible to detox rapidly that way...
But ofcourse... at what cost..


No it's not the mercury talking (atleast not directly)... it's the thoughts of every possibility in desperation to get this poison out of me, at all costs... Desperate times calls for desperate meassures, or atleast thoughts...

I was not serious ofcourse, but as i said, it should be possible..