Thanks for your very long and complete post, Demi. I am fond of seafood and in light of what I know now I am going to cut way back on my seafood intake.

I am in terrible pain now and I have a lot of suicidal thoughts. At this point I really don't want to go on living. Like you I am a Christian but I don't know how much longer I can go on.

After the third DMPS infusion all of my symptoms were aggravated and I became intensely suicidal. I know that there is a lot of controversy regarding the use of DMPS but from my own research I found that it's probably the best chelating agent for mercury. I think that I detoxified too fast during the first round of infusions. If I do badly this time I'm thinking about dropping back to biweekly infusions. What do you think?