"I know my problems and crutches and admit them all the time in here, my cruth is a few beers every night, I love the buzz and it's a lifestyle to me since my youth (18 or so). I love the high it gives, I never really get drunk at all but I love the little buzz then quit."

You are doing damage to yourself with the alcohol. Even half a glass of beer a day will hurt. Next time you reach for a beer, tell yourself how awful this is making you feel and avoid drinking it. Those with a candida problem typically crave sugar or alcohol.