physically better, passed the psych stuff, only just survived mentally, got morpheine which i needed

dmsa is contaminated with thorium in australia, so it could be elsewhere so is our lipoic acid, throrium the heavy metal.

the contamination is not know and shows up on energy tests.

i think in hospital i was asked about maybe 22 times if i wanted psych drugs even though i was there for chronic pain, they are dangerous those people.

i dunno bout anyone else but every minute is a living hell for me, i need help doing anything now, showering etc, i have lost the ability to stay focused from confusion

i am grateful to have my parents

8 weeks in hospital watching amputees getting hoysted and people with their feet cut off right down the middle that looked like a meat clever hat hit them 5 minutes earlier while they waited weeks and told their story that "only 2 toes were supposed to be taken", and people almost screaming for 8 hours at night for more morpheine etc for what was wrong, and

yeah, life *ucks

for me the answer does not seem to be with chelation, i think a cure must be found.