So i started on DMSA+ALA around 3 months ago at a super low dose(~3mgs of each). First two rounds had some nice experiences and was sure it was what would get all the mercury out of my brain.(I feel sure nasal spray with Phenyl mercuric acetate in it , that i used for like 7 years poisoned me,dark grey skin, dead grey hair,cfs,feeling seconds away from death etc..)

So after spending ~22hrs a day in bed for 3 months in a more than usual zombie like state, my health has declined horribly.

It seems to me *purely speculative*(and against everything cutler says) is that all ive been doing for 3 months is shunting mercury from my body into my brain. And very very tormenting is that it seems/feels like i have permanent brain damage, and am tinkering on pyschosis(with a sense of certainty that if i cross this fine line, i will never come back.)

One very unpleasant incident involved crying for ~2hrs, contemplating mutilating myself with scissors, then getting in the car at 2am, and starting to drive to the beach, with the full intention of just starting swimming out and not stopping. After getting to the beach interest had faded and i turned around and drove back home. I then cried for another 2hrs, contemplated knifing/scissoring myself again and fell asleep.

As DMSA doesnt cross the BBB to any significant extent, it seems to me ALA is responsible for this. It is 3 days after that painful experience and i am sure i have done permanent brain damage. I can no longer see a human being in the mirror staring back at me and have developed some bizaree phobias.

It is 4am in Australia as i write this and when the sun comes up i will be ringing Dr Rashid Buttar in America to make an appointment( he has successfully treated a lady in a similar condition although not as bad). I will try to talk to him personally to convey my situation so as to avoid the probable several month wait list.

Also Boyd Haleys new chelator OSR(oxidative stress relief) will be for sale from his website on April 6th.
http://www.ctiscience.com/CTIScience/
As someone said on curezone "whenever he uses the term oxidative stress relief, this is code for "mercury/metal chelator". Theres some issues with the FDA involved so he has to speak in code. Lol."