Hi Ziggen4u,

This appears to be the nature of mercury. The darkness of it is so thick, that you wonder if you will ever see light again. Then it can lift for a bit, only to descend again later. I remember I used to feel the poisoning increasing like a wave coming over me and I'd go and leave the room. I knew what was coming.

Even my facial appearance would reflect the change. My cheeks would become pulled in looking, very pale and my eyes would look dull and darkened and I'd feel severely poisoned and depressed. Everything around me looked duller and less strongly coloured. Then my body would start to go into some kind of extreme attempt at excreting the poison. So I'd begin to cry and salivate uncontrollably and often to the point my face would swell up. This could go on most of the day, hour or so at a time. Then when it would abate, I would feel better. Clearer and less poisoned.

But that would not last, until the next wave would come. And the entire thing would begin again. This went on and on. It was like being pulled back down under, just when you thought you felt a bit better, you get sucked down again.

I gather this is the manner mercury works. How the body tries to excrete some of it, some is moved about, some may come out, most probably gets reabsorbed until the next time.
I just feel like a bit gets cleared out, but more comes to the surface to fill up the clear patch. That's how it felt. I can't explain it, but it was like being repoisoned over and over. Yet I know it was just more mercury moving into the areas or BACK into the areas that had just been mobilised out for a time. Though some may have come out in the process, which I think is what my body was desperately trying to do, I wasn't good with excreting it naturally at all. It was so bad, my body would launch into crying and salivation as a means to eliminate it.

This is another way sometimes of detoxing.

The manner I dealt with this better was getting onto the Cutler protocol, which REALLY started getting the stuff out properly and faster.