jinx i don't know what to say. I offer just common sense advice. I know from personal experience that mercury makes you believe many things. I also believed many things when i was more toxic. In restrospect my depression and my anxiety made me believe many things that were not true.

I was obsessed with parasitic infections and brain disorders that i never had for example.

Hg afffects your thinking in many ways and try to explain this to you now:

You say that you have a brain infection and can't use DMSA because it causes neutropenia.

Do you have any proof that you really have an infection? I don't doubt that you feel awful but how do you know that it's not just mercury in your brain?

DMSA CAN cause neutropenia in some people but often it does not. How do you know that it causes you to have neutropenia? Have you tested your neutrophils during or after DMSA use?

So you are not using DMSA because you BELIEVE you have a brain infection(you really don't know what is going on in your brain)

and

you BELIEVE that the DMSA will cause neutropenia(you don't know if it will)

and

you BELIEVE that lower neutrophils will make your brain infection worse.

The odds are slim that all 3 assumptions are true but you are still very afraid to use DMSA because it might hurt you. In reality the DMSA will probably helpful long term because it lowers your heavy metal burden.

The idea that DMSA might(seriously) hurt you is based on an improbable scenario but your anxious hg intoxicated psyche tells you that it is very probable.

Anxiety is a very useful emotion because it can prevent you from doing things that might hurt you but when you are hg toxic your anxienty gets out of control and can no longer be trusted.

Your decisions seem to be based on emotions(that are out of control in hg toxic people) and because you are so fearful you are afraid to do anything because in theory it could harm you.

The result is that you do a lot of procrastination, chase every fad, frequently change your treatment program, worry a lot about stuff that doesn't matter, make a lot of theories on whats going on in your body etc.

The problems with this is that you forget what is really important:

You got exposed to mercury and you need to get it out.