I didn't make the entry I wanted to yesterday, not did I today, but I'll keep this short because I'm feeling horrible.

Yesterday, we got hit with chemtrails at a level that I consider a 10 of 10. This means that the air is literally unbreathable. It was so painful for me that I had to put a wet mask on just to get air, which helps a lot, but not entirely.

This is the first time since I moved to Maine (April of 2008) that the air was sprayed to level 10.

Today, we were hit over and over again. I wore my mask most of the day. Now, as I write this, I write it for the same two reasons I always do: (1) To help people, and (2) personal therapy.

As I write this, the air is at a level 10, and is unbreathable yet again. Laura is more tolerant than I am, so she is only having burning sinuses, ringing in the ears, and tight muscles. I'm not so fortunate.

I currently have loud ringing in the ears, terribly burning sinuses, burning eyes, cracking joints, joint pain, shooting pains in my muscles, fatigue, heartburn, eye mucus, GI issues, cracking neck, weak heart beat, pain down the inside of both of my arms, and a few other symptoms.

I know that pain down the inside of your arms is a sign of an impending heart attack. If I have a heart attack, it will not be for the reasons that my death certificate will say it is. In fact, it will not give any reason at all. It will just say that death was from natural causes ("Heart Attack").

I know better.

I know that these symptoms completely go away within about an hour of the air clearing from chemtrails, every time, no exceptions.

I feel wonderful when the air is clear, just like I did when I had my amalgam fillings removed. These symptoms also go away when I take a long shower and breath the clean air under the shower. There, I cannot taste the salty-metallic taste to the air. The water cleans the air.

Now I'll go to bed. Sadly, I don't know how I'm going to sleep because I can't sleep with this mask on but I cannot take it off because the air is still unbreathable.

I guess I'll close by saying that I hate what is being done to us. I'm saddened that virtually no one I know personally, including my family, has the interest in knowing anything about this subject. The sad truth is, most people will not pay any attention until they are personally affected, but by then, it will be too late for most.

We are experiencing the most horrific and widespread mass murder in the history of mankind. Yes, you're one of the lucky ones that are going to get to try to live through it. Unfortunately, if the powers-that-be have their way, 9 out of 10 of you will die because they want to reduce the world population from 6.6 billion to about 500 million. Now, according to Bible prophecy, they probably won't achieve that. They will only kill about one-third, and later, one-quarter (that's over 1/2 when you add it all up - 7/12ths to be exact).

Finally, there is an ethical question in all this:

If people are deliberately ignorant about a crime against them, do they deserve to have the crime committed?