Is it possible your symptoms are psychosymatic russ? Maybe the anxiety is enough to set off the chain reaction that causes your symptoms? I'm not going to say chemtrails don't exist, but lets put forth the theory that you're reacting to what you perceive(see harmless contrails, perceive harmful chemtrails)...

If i brought a light bulb to you and told you it contained mercury but it didn't and was actually harmless and I smashed it in front of you I wouldnt be surprised if your list of symptoms arose.