so i'm taking NAC 600 mg for the next 4 days had 1 today, boosting glutathione stuff to get soooooooooooooome relief from valium, codeine, zydol withdrawal.

its sulphyr blah blah but i gotta try to balance what i'm doing my situation is really complex

its high i guess if it were accidentally part of unwanted chelation, i have to balance how much of the chelation i can do againt how well i'm eating and drinking. when it stops. i stop the chelation. i stop cuz food just seems aweful to eat, and i wanna get away from it.

at my weight any stopping of food is well i guess dangerous at just over 50 kilos for my build. i dunno the whole things pretty scary, knowing that i have a certain time to live would be comfort for me sums up how i feel. i'm not suicidal, just had enough, for a very long time