well hello

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to to the both of ya! i read both posts but can only reply as best i'm able to what i remember.

in between doing other stuff? i'm not capable. i can eat food about 2wice a day.. and smoke a bit.. and play a bit of computer games but no normal emotional reaction from anything

held up a bit and could drive every now and then on high doses of codeine.. which i stopped cuz well its strong.

lowest dose dmsa i have is 100mg.. do you know how to break it up? like put it on a plate and err split it into 6 piles from one tablet for the day to make 24 hours.

what happened with the jinx guy. he used to articulate pain better than i could.. same experiences. all i could really write was.. short and "NOT FEELING GOOD" best i could do.

i don't have any contact with anyone really, so it would be more than nice to write, there is no choice other than isolate.. i have a fearful state, not one that anyone wants to be around.. locked thinking , extremely depressed.

i went to nz as a teen, i truly enjoyed it there.