Hi Jeanie,

I'm sorry you're in the situation you're in. I can only admire what you do for those kids. That plus having to handle your illness and pain and other issues you're having. I really do hope you get through this. I can totally understand how when you get a patch where you feel a bit more reasonable, you become afraid of doing anything in case it causes you to relapse.

But sad thing is, unless we do something, we'll stay where we are. I think the only time I can detox really is weekends and sadly that is when I desperately need my sleep/rest and recuperation for the week I do work experience. So I honestly don't know what to do....I'm not doing it now as I have the flue (or bad cold).

I'll consider doing it next weekend. I'm probably going to get 50 mg caps this time, instead of 200 mg. I doubt I'll need to split them up, since I don't notice much of a problem when I take them and if I do notice something, I'll be happy.