Jinx I agree with both of your posts. I wonder if maybe all the mercury isn't out yet too. And as we have all found out, mercury can affect people differently. For me it has made my endocrine system just go totally crazy. Another woman on here, Katson, it affects her in the joints and muscles. My husband the mercury affects his digestion.

I'm going to continue to detox even after I feel better. Just to make sure. Even Dr. Cutler says to do this in his book.

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but i probbaly am being idealistic and naive too, i guess i have to believe in recvery otherwise i can just go and blast my brains out.

That is definitely the mercury, but I know how you feel. Somedays this just seems like such a huge task that I won't ever be able to finish. My goodness, I want to have kids in the next 5 years and with this going on, I can't...It's horrifying.

When conspiracies unwind, will you slam shut or free your mind or stay hypnotized.

~Muse