I'm a friend of Jesus, but i still drink.. And i'm thirsty for an ale or a brandy, but i don't dare with this loaded head..... I'm drunk enough as i am from the (f word) mercury in my scull...

I dont let doctrine run my christian life... i belive drinking isnt a sin to God, but a sin to oneself, as oneselves body is God's temple... but i only think of it as a sin against self if in excess, or in abuse.. as in excess use..

But i want that brandy or whiskey sip right now... And i also wish i could have a cigarette or a cigar without getting shortness of breath...

IT'S SO UNFAIR!

I had to give up smoking some years ago!
I use smokeless swedish Snus... But thats not the same...

I want a sip of whisky now... When will my head get well enough to do that again...

Sigh.....


FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF word....


Angry YES!!