My main symptom is dizziness and low blood pressure. When I get the "white outs", my whole body feels heavy and I begin to shutdown. My ears get clogged and my limbs feel heavy. I did faint one time at an amusement park and almost died. My friend and I were waiting in line for a ride when suddenly I felt hot, sweaty and just slammed down into the concrete. No one knew what to do and I could barely see or hear what was going on around me. Eventually I came to and walked myself to the first aid station. Stupid people these days don't even get help when someone needs it. My blood pressure was 60-40! I passed out again and woke up thinking I had only slept for 15 minutes. The woman said I was knocked out for more than 3 hours.

I've been suffering from this for about 7 years now and I am sick of it. No one understands how it feels to have your heart rate reaching 150bpm on a daily basis simply from bending down to put your shoes on. Today is a REALLY bad day for me. I am raging inside.


When conspiracies unwind, will you slam shut or free your mind or stay hypnotized.

~Muse