Oh forget blondes (No offense if you are blonde), that B doesn't work on me, Brunettes and Spanish women are hotter than BLONDES! Anyday lol. Glad the rap had something good come out of it, if anything good can come out of it then I guess it came out in that way for you as far as the drinking etc. When I was coming up all my friends drank and smoked, I drank and smoked as well! It seemed drinking was just so much part of our culture and I loved the buzz I got off it so I ran with it, good for you or not it became a part of me (I still drink lol). The women there was a ton of pressure, I lost virginity late so I heard it being a boy from my friends and so no, the pressure was there but I was too shy and did not really know how to get a girl let alone date one at the time. I lost mine late, did it quite a few times after that with different women but not too much really. I was dazed by magazines and videos growing up though, anything in a mini skirt or tight jeans I loved looking at, and those victorias commercials and magazines you speak of, hhahahhahahah LOVED THOSE. You are right it's all a click away right now and there is so much sex promoted it's very hard these days to stay the way you know is right, it's like you get that evil eye and just have to look and think those thoughts. I try to be as good as I can, as hard as it is and spite some sins I am trying to be good but not perfect, I am not Jesus afterall! Better yet God, GOD is PERFECT.