OMG, Numb.....
I'we been reading a little bit into your "story" tonight, and the other most active in these threads, until i decided to register as a user.
Passive / Active..
Anyway.. those env toxins are a real crap!
Something strange happened to me right after dinner now, i faded in a "white out" as i call em, like fainting.. not blackout but whiteout to my best description, and got nausiated and lost hearing of sharp sound for 2-3 minutes.. then my haidpain disapeared like as if my body pumped my skull full of natural morphine or something... then i got lightheaded and weird as the fainting feeling faded, real lightheaded, and im also now after 10minuts feeling a pressure on my right inner ear or over my right ear, dont know what that lobe is call in english.. can recall.. anyway my left side feels like it has shut down or is painless and normal... not numb at all... same with the rest of the scull.
I really tought i had a minor stroke or something... i allways tend to think the worst... dont we all do? most of of are scared from what i have read..
I'm scared of trying to go to sleep, fearing that i never wake up again.... fearing coma... but rationally, i have read about poor souls in here that have had strange symptoms much worse than me.. and lived...
I'm praying to Jesus to let me wake up the next morning, every night i go to sleep... i love my life, and this heavy metall thing is scary!
I initally had only 3 fillings left at the age of 31, the rest cracked from expansion some years ago... but now i have drilled out 2, but the dentist FU..ER cheated and tried to fill in and hide amalgam remainders, so i used a mirror after he removed the safty gear, and then he drilled out most of it after me arguing 8 times or so, but then without the sucktion and cofferdam...
So... I tried 5,5,0,7,0,15grams (days, 0 = dayskip) of sun chlorella the week after drillout, and got like a panic anxiety attack, never had one in my life before... was like a mouse beein bittien by a snake... brainfog and whats worse... HELL times 10.
Since then after i got better after a day, i have had a feeling of more mercury in my head..... Im not the first.. I didnt have moving bowels and didnt take minerals.....
But now, iwe fixed my bi-kidney or what its called, well am fixing , coz i had a system crash with fatigue 4 days after the chlorella. 2 days between the chlorella overdose and the fatigue crash where perfectly fine.. allmost like cured...
And now.. since that i have gotten my bowels moving again with lacto bacterials (youghurt) and multivitamin / minerals, and am planning classic wet saunas and just take it naturally and gently.
But these swings can be and are scare, especially when you know too much and have read too much about the lowlevel bio chemreactions of the body. Yeah i found a doc on the net with some non-layman stuff about the aminos and reactions and stuff..
You know... the sulfur mercury connection, namely why garlic works... and much more... about why magnesium zinc and the other stuff work the way they do.... ammino conversions and such... real complicated stuff, but i grasped enough of it to give me a glimpse of whats going on chemicly when fatigued and when sulfur chelating... and so on...
here:
http://tuberose.com/Sulphur_and_Mercury.htmlBut anyway that lightheadedness i was talking about, just 5 minutes past dinner... (meatballs), was that my anxst? or a chemical reaction / chellating reaction? i had a few forks of sourcrout and peas, very small ammount, but hasnt sourcrout got sulfur in it?
Garlic has, but that i can tollerate, but am waiting with that until i get stronger metabolism.. anyway... what is that dizzy lightheadedness, it came so sudden with nausia and whiteout first, then faded and got my lightheaded instead? not a stroke??
I think the worst... but know it cant be, but what if it is.. bacause now i am pulling to the right a bit when walking.. light if my right inner ear is under numbness / pressure... and i cant feel pressure or nada in my left innerear or part of scull for that matter...
So.. what... is it dangerous?? or have you had it? is it only another one of those scary strange symptoms?
I think i remember having read on here that iodine can do this.. but i wast exposed to that as far as i know...
Hmm..
About you.. its sad that you couldn't do what you wanted and write more on here... this [shoot] limits us and scared the hell out of us...
Why cant we all meet up, combine our anger, find those who is REALLY responsible and..................... yeah.... pet them gently on their shoulders and say thankyou while looking the straight in their eyes.. or...maybe not.... go figure...
I'm wondering if i'm going to get my last poisondepot (left first molar) pulled to spare me of this tox reactions on more time.
But what about chewing function... and btw if i pull teeth, maybe later all of them... then what... titanium screews and cavitation? or dentures?! I say NEV'A let your children go to a dentist! Never! Its like quicksand.. one visit and you soon require another and then sinking further down each visit..
Once you let a destist touch your virgin teeth.. its downhill from there....
And btw.. those new white socalled plastic teeth or fillings??!
They contain fat storage altering estrogen mimicing bismuth metall!! and that is halv radioactive and half not..
Its even heavier than mercury, and no one knows yet what it does for sure except it mimic estrogen and leads to prostata cancer and fck'd up fat storage.. and that continues on for 3 generations passing the tox material on.. That is what i have read.. And i used those as a replacement for amalgam...
I think the old saying of: Stick with the devil you know, applies here.. but i will take anything over mercury... and thats probably what they are hoping for too.. i dont give a sh.. for now.. the mercury has to go!
But about pulling all the teeth... no more new toxic additions.. no risk of poor dental cheating / hidden amalgam... 100% clean of additional quacksilber for sure, that tought is appealing, but what are the options? as i said above... denture or titanscrews with risk for cavitation... or........ risk having hidden mercury from incomplete removal.... I think my dentist cheating with purpose... he acted like he didnt understand what i pointed at when i pointed on the patches on the newly drilled out tooth..
After 8 times of arguing with him, he got into silence lock down mode, and played angry and dissapointed with me as if i didnt appreciate what i did for me... by then the only visible amalgam patch i could see was a tiny embedded chip, and i let him fill it in... He called those remains unimportant miscolorations... and i said.. miscolorations of what? amalgam? yes some.. he replied... yeah i replied, and thats why there are more amalgam i said, and i want it out... but when he drilled one final time.. without the safeties btw.. i coulnt see any change... and where he had drilled is a mystery to me.. I'd say this man is.... doing that on purpose, doesnt wanting me to get 100% well...
Its a know thing.. called dental cheating...
Sorry for writing inconsistent here.. i know.. but... im writing when and what comes into mind at any time as i write...
Am so in lack of sleep now... but cant sleep... and lucky for me.. my head doesnt hurt atm either... so... im.. kindo restless and tired of this and all... all about researching and...
I only wish time could pass quicker.. so that i or we all could see our betterment from a distance.. Then we woudn't have to get impatient and experiment with something new any other day...
I know for a fact that im going to get well.. but the question is when..... its an ego thing... they cant brake or kill me...
The mind or faith can move mountains for those who really want to!
Im betting saunas will better me... Its not that bad for now... but scary... know what it can be... (i repeat my self, yeah i know..)
Hope you get better!
I also got my life paused when developing my own super innovative netshop.... its just plain deppressive to be pause like that... I read about your model plans if i remember right...
So i know what sticks in the wheel feels like... Totally unneccacery i might it... What should we do whit those who did this on purpose to us, the general population? hmm?
What fitting in court for them?
Im angry!!, but as one other person that i dont remember the nick of here, said... I'm probably going to settle for getting well, and just being happy for that... because one shouldnt underestimate the DEVIL! The are established... So can we be.... But... i dont want to go up against them... i want to live. and live free... but i have all right to be angry... we all have.
Anyway take care, and get better.. thats what i plan to do!