Originally Posted by Sean
Originally Posted by Jeanie
OH. I'm so sorry..... Well, I could still be your mother technically : ) (I'm so old.....). I think I assumed it from the rap song you had on your signature for a while, but I listen to all kinds of music myself. My husband is a musician so we're both old kids : ) Anyway, I'll rephrase that. You're a good person : ) I'm always impressed when people who are young are in tune to these things, though. Its a sad reality moreso for you, though. I was trying to tell my 17 year old tonight (who use to have a germ phobia) about some of the stuff going on. I don't want to scare her, but it is the reality she will deal with which is only getting worse. My near 21 year old is aware and married. I got into it all young myself in my 20s, too. I started working for a wholistic D.O. and his naturopath wife and took the call when a drug enforcement (govt. - whatever he was) agent called to trick the Dr. about this stuff called SuperChe they were selling. I felt uncomfortable so gave him the call. He lost his license to practice in UT! That was an eye opener. (It was just a super vitamin with EDTA in it for chelation. We had patients with cataracts falling off and all kinds of stuff).

Are you married? Kids yet? My husband was 33 when we got married : ) I was 25. He's an old fart : ) A cool old fart though. Killer guitar player. (Professionally).
To me hip hop music turned me on to alot of the struggles in this world and truths, some think it's all just trash, but the ones I quote actually say things about this and know about the stuff we talk about in here, like the guy prodigy I quote has a song called Illuminati and Genesis where he breaks it all down (I believe some of Obama too on Genesis when he says black devil don't hide), Wu Tang, Nas and others gave me some knowledge, actually alot. There is a gold mine in all of music, sure more rap is garbage nowadays but you still have a FEW who have morals and talks sense, as in any genre. I am just finding myself now at 30, I guess I have grown up fully now and am trying to make things right.


BTW NO WIFE NOR KIDS! But that is GODS plan for me now so I will take it. I still have evils in me which in I drink some beers and love women as well, but thats just part of me I guess, we all are sinners one way or another. I know I should not do the drinking and should not lust girls, but they are so beautiful to me wink I am a sinner, I am not perfect lol.


Sex is healthy.... Hope you find your true love, though ; ) I had an alcoholic father and brother (both died young) so I know too well the ill effects. I tried things a little when young, but not for long.

I've always gotten a lot out of lyrics, too. I just relate to music - maybe because I'm an emotional person. I guess not all are music people. SoSick didn't like that I liked some of what I do, but it can appeal to people in ways nothing else can. Not faulting you there. I don't like gangster rap...and I'm more of a rocker but like everything from that to Josh Groban. (And the Motab choir and Beethoven : ) My daughter has a CD this 19 year old kid here wrote, performed and recorded and its hilarious. (Rap). More of a spoof. Some of it is good, though. (Rap in general). I like it better when it combines melodic stuff. (Real music rather than just a beat). I suppose I try to find the good in things. We were just now watching a PBS show on music history. (Everything from Bob Marley to Jimi Hendrix to David Bowie, etc.)

You're a good guy, Sean. Maybe you'll find yourself a good girl to join in your search with you..