Originally Posted by Bex
Hi Sean,

I used to feel it literally descending on me like a dark cloud. I would actually feel it coming (like a slow wave of increasing toxicity). And my entire face would alter. I'd go paler and my cheeks would be drawn inwards. My eyes would dull up. I almost prematurely aged on teh spot and then would come the depression, hopelessness and eventually the crying spells would begin and salivating (uncontrollable). It would intensify to the extreme with explosive symptoms and then it would feel like the cloud had lifted again for a patch, and though I was puffy from crying, I would feel like something had been removed and I'd even my appearance would alter again - but then the process would start over and this is how it was pretty much for a long time.

Chelation helped me a lot (Cutler's). It go the poison out of me faster and better. Natural products are good, but they may not directly chelate the mercury and it's a slow process. It just depends on how well your body eliminates toxins. Mine didn't do it well at all.

Though I did pretty well on vitamin C (powder form with bioflavanoids), vitamin E and selenium. Believe it or not, they were at that time my main supplement intake, alongside the candida diet. That plus hot baths and treadmill walking and some rebounding, for sweating/circulation. I was coming right (with some rounds of chelation inbetween).

I guess you have to do whatever works for you and some experimentation might be necessary, though hopefully nothing that will cause anything risky to occur, because it's easy to make it worse.

It's good you're hanging in there, and hopefully you'll get another patch of feeling good again. You feel almost euphoric eh? Because you're not used to feeling that way, so it's like being on a high. The contrast is unreal when you get a clear patch. But yes the ride can be pure hell on earth. I've heard many people describe that they feel like they're in hell. That's a typical term that's used, because sometimes there is no other words to describe the sufferings mercury can cause. Torment! Even cutler described it as "tremendous suffering". he is right, but that also depends on how poisoned a person is and what else they may have wrong with them too.

Take care!
I had it out 4 years ago as far as the tooth goes, guess I might still have some in me from that? Thats a long time frown I think it might be other metals as well from maybe Chemtrails or another source? They spray Barium and Aluminum right? Those can really mess you up as well, so maybe they can be the cause? Copper is also another possiblity, as Zinc deficient I was for so long it would accumulate to a toxic level I believe. It could be a number of things from those to Parasites or Yeast, maybe it is more of one or the other, who knows. There can be so much wrong with you in this day and age it is hard to tell, so if you get rid of one you still have the other and you can still feel very sick. I know mineral deficiencies can lead to this too, but when I used Zeolite, Cilantro (For a week or two) I could just FEEL It was that metal, when I use higher Kelp I feel that same way! That pulling type feeling from your brain and the quenching teeth if you can relate there, it feels like your head is magnetic pulling your teeth together! The drueling or saliva I had ALOT of before my tooth was out, literally drove me crazy some nights, I can relate there. I guess it is key for me now to stay on the Vitamin E, Kelp, Goji and Spirulina etc., it appears to do no damage to me and I tolerate it, nothing scary at all from any of these by any means, just that stupid depression and hopefless feeling, that dark gray cloud as you would say. I bet some would committ suicide feeling as we have and have gone through (I am too strong and know there is better ahead though), I can easily see if they did not know what was wrong and didn't know how to get better that they would just feel life is hopeless and quit! I thank GOD I studied alot on this stuff to know what it was and understand and know moreso what to do, others not as fortunate as me and you. I will deal with this VERY LOW feeling like you said and get out of it, time will tell, time alone. Back to what you said though, when you get that clear it's like a heavenly blyss for that night or even a day, you feel you are normal and on top of the world! Nothing can match it. I can't imagine feeling like that all the time, how life would be then! Heaven on Earth for us who have been sick! Maybe thats why I drink a few beers at night to cheer me up some (I Know I should not) and relax after work, thats the only high I get as it seems until I get this down lower in my body, you know how that feels.



Thank GOD I am not an alcholic because of this or a druggie though, I can control myself.

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