I just read a site (skimmed, actually, but got the point) about deism. I hadn't understood what it was before. (When I looked it up before I stopped at wikipedia which isn't a very good source...). While I DO believe in revealed religion and holy scripture and revelation, I don't think RAZD is quite the "Godless" (not said but insinuated) person he is being made out to be. I was just about to give up on religion myself before I found The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. I can understand the skepticism with organized religions..... and the frustration of being made out to be something you aren't!