Hi Jeanie,

I haven't gone grey yet, but I know it can happen early in toxic conditions. I have had the odd white hair, which I've yanked out. But I think they're "freak hairs" rather than much else, since it doesn't seem to grow back white again....

Your symptoms could be related to a few things at once. It's scary eh? A person can be suffering from multiple problems - mercury, cavitations, candida, infections etc. I think this is why some people become desperately ill and suicidal. Not because they are "negative" but because their brain chemistry is being screwed around by these toxins. Negative feelings and behaviours is often a reflectin of a toxin mind, NOT a truly "negative person". I think many people struggle and are pretty heroic in my opinion to even get up most days in some conditions.

It takes sometime to get cravings out of the system too once you start the diet. it's a fight and may take a few months even with ongoing battles to subdue the yeast beast and the cravings it gives off. Once you reach that point, you may even be able to be around people consuming all manner of goodies and not be so tempted. you may feel irritated that you can't indulge, but that desperate craving may not be there, but the increase in health is worth it all and you wind up thinking "i'd rather miss out on that stuff, than indulge and miss out on better health".

Yeah, like yourself, I look forward to the ressurrection! in the meantime, we can only do what we can to improve our condition and make efforts, but sometimes suffering is not always avoidable, unless we bring it on ourselves and have the knowledge to change and don't.

Thanks for your kind comments Jeanie! I think the same about people here on this forum. It's a commune of sick people sharing their pain and their help and that keeps one going sometimes. It maybe the only place for some people to get heard and understood.

Cheers!